As mother drove off to be gone to her client's home for two hours I took
the opportunity to go down stairs to the "Babies' Room" where she kept
her daycare clients and their stuff. Both a boy and a girl were my age
and yet needed care because of one reason or another. Mother, a child
development specialist, cared for kids who were either mentally injured
from birth or who had been in accidents of one type or another.
Mother is a child psychologist and a widow. My dad has been dead now for
two years and Mother's day care center has grown to eleven kids now and
an assistant and a part time bookkeeper.
I am twelve and my name is Darren and I love to put on diapers and other
baby things when the house is empty and I am sure of being home alone. I
love Friday afternoons when mother often has to visit clients for two or
more hours and I can be left alone. I am small for my age and can still
wear baby diapers.
I usually diaper myself and then go to the refrigerator and get myself a
bottle and then lie down in a playpen and drink it down. I would feel so
peaceful and good. Often I would wet my diapers when I could find one of
the older kids plastic panties to put on over my diapers. This time I
lucked out and even found a onesie that would fit me. The onsie had a
teddy bear in a diaper appliqu‚d on its chest and a collar with rounded
tabs. I looked very babyish in it.
I had a lot of trouble getting it on because it was tight over my three
cloth diapers and plastic panties. It also had three buttons hidden
under a flap of the material just behind the crotch. It had been made
difficult to get off because the child who wore it liked to strip down
to just diapers. I loved the way it made me look especially when I put
on a pair of white socks with fuzz around the tops and a pair of white
I was happily enjoying my bottle when I heard mother calling me. I was
panic-stricken. Before I could even gather up my clothes and hide she
came into the Babies' Room and caught me. She wanted to know what I was
doing. She asked question after question and then started answering each
question for me. She was not angry with me but genuinely surprised and
determined to "snap me out of it." She told me that I had to come with
her to see a prospective new client. I protested that I needed to change
clothes and she told me that I had chosen to dress as I was dressed and
it was just too late for me. I begged to be able to put on the pair of
shorts I had in my hand and she told me that if they would go on I could
wear them. I stepped into the shorts and pulled them up tightly over my
diapers, plastic panties, and onesie. I barely managed to button them.
They looked puffy and would fool no one but it was better than looking
like a baby for sure. I tucked the fuzz fringes around my sock tops
inside the socks so they could not be seen and off I went hand in hand
As we went out the front door she picked up a diaper bag and put a quick
few things in it and told me that it was sort of nice to have her baby
back. We drove across town and soon pulled up in the drive of the house
were the client lived. At the door the lady of the house and the
ten-year-old boy who was to come to mother's day care met us. His little
sister who was about five was playing inside. I knew he was looking at
my clothes and then mother removed all suspicion and asked me if I was
wet and needed a change. I told her, "no." Mother and the lady went into
the living room to talk and the little boy, Jan, and I went into the
He asked me how I liked being a big baby but before I could answer he
showed me his diapers and said that he just loved being babied. Jan did
not have to wear diapers at all. He just liked them. He told me that he
had been back into diapers since his little sister was one year old. He
told me that when his mother would diaper his sister he would stand
around and beg for a pair of diapers, too. He said that his mother
enjoyed babying him and now since his sister was out of diapers he was
the only baby his mother had. He showed me his closet full of diapers
and his baby things. My penis was more than a little hard and ready to
wet my diapers.
He told me that his mother had been home schooling him and that he was
now in the sixth grade at the age of ten years. He had no friends that
did not wear diapers and had no experience with children who didn't wear
diapers except his little sister and her girl friends at the local
elementary school. We talked for a while longer and then were called to
come to the front room where we both were checked for wetness by our
mothers and said our "goodbyes" until Monday morning next.
Mother and I drove off for home and stopped off by the drive-in window
of the McBurger nearest our home. Mother bought me a giant soda and a
burger with fries. Twenty minutes later we were home and I thought that
I would be getting out of my baby clothes but mother had different plans
She told me to go play in the Baby Room and to call her if I needed to
go to the bathroom or anything. She also told me not to remove any
clothes except my shoes. She bent down on one knee to untie my shoes and
saw that I had turned the fuzz side of the socks inward. She immediately
turned the fuzz back out and told me it was very cute. She asked if I
was wet yet and felt with her finger under the elastic band on my
waterproof panties to see.
I was just a little wet but the soda had not been a factor yet. Mother
scolded "her little wee-wee pot baby" for his wettum's and had me hop up
on a changing table. She undid the onesie and exposed my plastic
panties. Then she pulled my panties off and proceeded to unpin my
diapers. When the air hit my penis it stood straight up and mother took
that as a sign of my enjoyment of being diapered. She washed my bottom
and oiled me good - especially my erect penis.
Just before I could have orgasm she powdered me liberally and pulled my
fresh diapers up between my legs and pined them tightly on each side. I
was then told to lift my bottom so she could put my waterproof panties
back on over my diapers. She told me that, "I would be changed once more
before beddie-bye time so be sure to use my diapers well so as to be the
more comfortable that night." There would not be any diaper changing
done after bedtime. She then removed the borrowed onesie and put it back
where it belonged and told me that I could just wear my diapers,
waterproof panties and cute little sockies until bedtime. I was allowed
to watch some children's VCR tapes on television and play with the toys
in the Baby Room Mother told me I would have a good surprise at bedtime.
We had a snack together as usual that evening and at 8:30 the order came
to go into my room and wait for mother. Obediently I followed her
instruction to the letter and went to my room. Soon she entered carrying
a fuzzy baby- blue footed sleeper for me. She asked me if I liked it and
I softly told her that I did. She then asked if I had wet my diapers and
I told her that I had wet but not much.
She then had me lay down and she inspected my diapers by pulling down my
panties in the front. Sure enough I was barely wet so she took off my
socks with the fuzz tops and put me into the sleeper for the night. She
then helped me into bed and told me to wait there for her.
Soon she returned with a warm baby bottle for me to help me go to sleep
and a pacifier on a ribbon that she pinned to my sleeper. She kissed me
goodnight and turned out the light. I sucked on my bottle and soon drank
it all down.
In the morning I awoke to find that during the night I had soaked my
diapers but I knew better than to try to take care of myself. Mother
wanted me to depend upon her for all my needs. I tried calling her but
she did not answer me. Since my bottom was hurting a bit and I was
frustrated I started crying softly. Mother soon came into the room and
made over me just like I was a year old. She unpinned the zipper on the
back of my fuzzy sleeper and removed my waterproof panties and dirty
She then cleaned me up and took me by the hand into the bathroom to give
me a bath. She had a nice warm tub waiting and even had bubble bath soap
in the water for me. She asked me to lie back in the water and she
lathered and gently shaved my special hair. Mother said that babies did
not have hair there and that it would only cause more diaper rash if it
stayed. I did not much hair any way. Diaper rash was not going to bother
her little baby.
When she was done she rubbed lots of funny smelling cream on all my
bottom, legs, and arms and chest. I then played a bit with her and then
she said it was time for me to shower off. When I did I found that all
my body hair was gone. She said, "I was the prettiest baby she had ever
After being toweled off mother led me back to the table for fresh
diapers. After she diapered me she showed me two waterproof panties. One
was frosted and plain and the other one was a pastel color and had
ruffles on the seat. She asked me which pair I wanted to wear today. I
know I took too long to decide for the plain ones and tipped my hand
about the fancy pants. Mother then told me the reason for the choice. If
I had chosen the frilly panties I would have been dressed in a dress as
well and treated as a girl. Since I chose the plain pants I would be
treated as a boy.
Today is Saturday and no clients are in the house so I am told that I am
to just wear my diapers and panties. We had no plans to go shopping or
anything else. The plan today is for me to continue getting used to
being a boy baby again. I realized that I could now wet without having
to try hard to pee-pee in my diapers.
At breakfast mother puts me in a high chair she borrowed from the art
dept. of her daycare center and feeds me like any two-year-old baby. I
did like my baby bottle though. After breakfast mother's assistant came
in and saw us and I felt so embarrassed. I looked so babyish dressed
only in my diapers and panties and drinking my bottle in front of this
pretty young lady. After the appropriate explanations my life continued
and I was taken to the Baby Room to entertain myself with all the baby
toys there under the watchful TV monitor's eye. I heard Mrs. Green ask
my mother about taking me out to the park later in the day. I was small
for my age and she said I could pass for a child of seven or so. About
that time I had a big poopies and a wettum's in my diapers so I called
out to mother that I needed changing again. Mrs. Green came in and took
care of me very professionally and told me that if I were her baby that
she would embarrass me good for being such an infant. I just sucked my
pacifier and rejoiced inside that I was not her baby.
I had been in diapers less than a day and I loved it. I didn't know that
being a baby had a down side. I was used to going to the movies most
Saturday afternoons but I could not go dressed as I was now. I decided
to ask mother if I could put on big boy clothes just to go to the movies
in. She told me that maybe I could wear other clothes over my baby
clothes but not this week. I needed to acclimate to being a baby again.
At noon I looked forward to lunch because I was starting to get really
bored. Strained peas and carrots before my formula did not change my
frame of mind. Mrs. Green fed me the baby foods so fast that my face was
all smeared up with food. Her teasing me did not help and soon she had
me crying. She cleaned me up and put me to bed because, "baby needs his
I must have slept for an hour or so and woke up wet. My diapers were a
sodden mass between my legs. I called for mother and this time she did
come and change me. She asked me if I thought that I was ready to call
my friend from school over to play. She told me "he had to know sooner
or later." I had not thought of my friends seeing me as a baby. I did
not know shat to say to mother. She then told me that Robert had a
secret too and he would share it with me at 3:00 p.m. today!
At 3:00 Robert and his mother arrived at our home for my debut as a
baby. The surprise for me was that Robert liked to dress in diapers too
but he did not mess in them. He was dressed only in his cloth diapers
and crying. I too stood there crying never dreaming Robert would be
dressed that way and he never dreaming that I would be in diapers. When
we saw each other the surprise and shock gave way to laughing.
Each of now had a friend who understood. Our mothers had conspired to
frighten us both and make us think we were going to be punished but they
had meant it to help both of us. I t is interesting to note that both of
us had to be changed right after this experience as we both peed our
diapers in the embarrassment of the moment and the exhilaration of
relief we both felt. Mrs. Green got those honors!
At Rob's suggestion we went into the Baby Room to play. Mrs. Green made
him promise not to pee without plastic panties on. Rob said that he had
never seen so much baby stuff and that it all smelled so good. I told
him he had not smelled the diaper pail yet. Soon Rob and his mother had
to leave and to show her kindness his mother let him wear a raincoat
over his diapers. Mother and I soon had supper and I was starved after
all the baby foods. This time she fed me solid foods and after the pizza
was finished I polished off my supper bottle. Mother saw that I again
needed a diaper change and praised me for being such a good wetter.
After another two hours or TV it was "time to put baby to bed."
Bedtime became fun time for the bath she would give me and the play in
the tub. She was happy my diaper rash had been cured and that my
training was going so well. She told me that she felt much closer to me
now. I hugged her neck and thanked her for making me feel so good as she
toweled me off. That night she put me into a doubler diaper. These
diapers were so thick I could barely toddle. Back into my Fuzzy sleeper
I really looked like a baby. I told her, "goo-goo-ma-ma" when she gave
me my night bottle and we both had a good laugh.
Sunday morning I was awakened by mother unzipping my sleeper and
removing my panties so she could get at my diapers. I sucked away on my
pacifier and she got me all cleaned up for breakfast. Mother put a pair
of snap-on panties on me and they made my diapers rub me when I walked
or moved around.
Sunday was a lazy day for us with me enjoying babyhood and mother
enjoying being the mother of a little baby. Later in the day I asked
mother abut tomorrow. How would I dress around her clients who would
start coming in about 8:00 a.m. - would they laugh at me? What about
school in the fall - would I wear baby things to the seventh grade?
Mother just told me she had not made up her mind yet. How could I face
my classmates when I was even worried about the kids in the day care
Sunday afternoon mother took me out into our backyard to play. I liked
the swings and the slide best of all. My plastic panties interfered with
sliding so mother took them off me and let me play in just my diapers. I
felt so happy and carefree. Mother sat in a big lounge and watched me.
Soon she called me to come to her and she checked me for wettum's and
had me lay down so that my head was in her lap. I fell asleep there in
her lap sucking down my bottle. I slept for thirty minutes or so when I
woke up with mother changing my diapers and putting my panties back on
She was again praising me for being such a good wetter. I was wishing
that she had not yet changed me because I felt a strong poopie coming
on. I told mother and she just smiled at me and said, "babies are
supposed to do their little poopies into their diapers." As my diapers
started to fill mother kissed my forehead and told me to push more and
get all the poopies out into my diapers. After a few minutes she removed
my diapers and cleaned me up with some handy baby wipes. "I don't have
any more fresh diapers here so lets go inside where I can get you clean
diapers and I will dress you in there." Naked I followed her to the Baby
Room where I got up on the changing table was given a "sponge bath" and
tickled and kissed all over. I felt that I really was a baby again.
Mother then oiled my bottom and rubbed on a lot of baby powder and
brought my diapers gently up between my legs and covered my erect little
penis. By the time my plastic panty was in place I had a deep orgasm and
mother held me close saying, "good baby, good baby." She then asked me
if that was the first time and I had to tell her that it was not. She
wanted to know if diapers and baby things has ever done that to me
before. I had to tell her that it happened several times in the Baby
Room on Fridays before. She just said that it was "cute" and changed the
Supper was coming and we had soup and sandwiches and I polished off yet
another big bottle. A little before bedtime and my bath mother dressed
me in my diapers, panties and sleeper and we again watched a little TV
together. Tomorrow the other kids will come to daycare and see the new
Mother put Darren to bed Sunday evening with visions of what tomorrow
would bring. All mother's clients would be coming. There would be Roger
who was a year or so older than Darren, Alicia who was just past twelve,
and Louis who was ten and the new ten year old Jan. Darren knew he would
like Jan. The rest of the kids were from four to nine years of age and
there were eight of them (three girls and five boys) to ride herd on. At
least they used to obey Darren. Would they obey or even accept Darren in
his baby diapers?
Monday morning dawn has barely broken and mother is busy getting
Darren's sleeper off and his waterproof panties and diapers.
Mother is congratulating him for being such a "good little wetter and
pooper" and he just lies there sucking on his pacifier and giggling. Off
she marches him to the bathtub for his morning bath. She scrubs him good
and tells him what a fine baby he is. He is soon dried off and led to a
changing table for fresh diapers.
Mother tells him that she has but a limited amount of baby clothes
available for him so he must wear one of his tee shirts and just his
diapers. She did say he could again wear the socks with the fuzz on top
but no shoes since he would be in all day. She dressed him quickly and
he soon noticed the lack of plastic panties, his diapers were folded in
the kite style which made them look much more babyish, and his shirt
only came to about three inches from the top of his diapers in back and
six inches from the top of his diapers in front. But the kite fold does
absorb best for a boy and mother has had no chance to shop for her new
Mother said that the kite fold would make his diapers more absorbent so
he would not have to be changed so frequently. Mother told Darren that
he would have to let her know when he wet or poopied because of the lack
of plastic panties.
His diapers would not stay up as well either but the look and absorbency
were worth his having to pull them up every few minutes.
Mother said, "You are just adorable looking and an adorable baby."
Darren was afraid the others would not let him be the leader among them
that he was used to being in their little games. He looked to be about
five or six - certainly not twelve.
The doorbell rang and Darren ran to get it and let the kids in. Alicia
was there with her mom and they both thought Darren looked, "darling."
She told Darren that he looked like a very little boy and like all
little boys he needed a mommy who in this case would be her.
Other children were now present and the daily routine of bottles and
diaper changes and lessons - for some older ones - were beginning.
Darren just floated around did what ever appealed to him. He was finding
that he had to hold his diapers up now all the time and this interfered
with play. He found his mother and showed her his problem and she told
him she was going to the store for him later and would make his diapers
tight as she could for the present. She asked him to lay down right
there so she could fix his loose "didees." The pins were close to each
other in Darren's kite folded diapers and now the two diaper pins were
almost touching. Darren really looked like a big little baby trying to
wear a littler baby's diapers. The other kids around didn't even blink.
Diapers are natural and they figure that they are no big thing. Roger, a
year older than Darren, walked by and seemed puzzled by seeing Darren in
diapers for the first time. Roger had never been out of diapers and had
no shame in his mind about wearing them but he realized that most others
his age were out of diapers. Darren's mother explained to Roger that
Darren now wore diapers too just like he did. This explanation seemed to
make everything okay in Roger's mind.
Darren could now move about with out his diapers sliding down and play
with more freedom. With Roger and Alicia both in classes Darren found
Louis and Jan, the ten- year-old boy to whose home he had been taken on
the previous Friday and talked with him and had the mid-morning snack
with the littler kids. For the first time - in public - Darren took a
bottle and lay down to drink it in his favorite playpen. He felt so
little and so good lying on his back with the little ones just being a
baby with them.
Jan and Roger wanted to go out to the merry-go-round but Darren had to
ask permission. Mother asked him if he had had a bottle and he told her
he had. She said that Darren could go out with Roger and Jan but not
exercise any because he had to save his diapers as he was running out
and mother could not get more until after lunch when they would go
shopping for him. Darren had to go back and tell the other boys that he
could not go out for a lack of diapers and booties. He had just enough
left for one more change and mother was going to get more baby clothes
for him at lunch.
Lunchtime came soon enough and Mrs. Green and mother soon had everyone
taken care of and fed. Then came nap time and time for Darren and mother
to go get Darren's baby supplies for him. Mother took Darren back into
the Baby Room and undressed him taking off his little tee shirt and
removing his very soggy diapers. She pinned his last two diapers on him
and put a shirt and shorts on him and off they drove to mother's
favorite store for daycare and baby supplies.
Mother had often wished Darren were still a baby so she could buy baby
things for him and now she had her wish. She bought him a complete
layette including diapers, panties, pretty socks and all the extras. He
even got a little sailor suit just like the one he had been so proud of
Darren asked his mother not to buy so much reasoning that he would maybe
want to be a big boy soon. Mother told him, "it is too late, and my baby
is back to stay for a long time."
On the way home Darren was thinking about school and asked how he was
going to be dressed next month for school. Mother told him that she had
not yet decided about that. Darren loved his baby things and playing
baby but he also enjoyed being a big boy and doing big boy things too,
especially riding his bicycle. He felt pulled by two separate worlds.
Arriving at home mother quickly emptied out the car and took Darren in
to be put down for a nap with the other babies. His nap was uneasy
thinking about his school dilemma coming up but his bottle made it
Soon he was awakened by the sounds of children playing and it was time
for more play. This time he didn't have to worry about running out of
diapers or not having booties to wear out in the play area. He had a
good time playing and especially liked dodge ball.
Soon the daycare day was coming to a close and parents were stopping by
to collect their children and visit a while. Jan and Roger were among
the last to be picked up because both their mothers worked late.
Roger came in from the swings to be with Darren and Jan. The kids knew
how to entertain themselves in the Baby Room but soon Jan soon had to be
dressed for home.
Mrs. Green came in and told two children to get on a changing table.
Soon their clothes were removed including their plastic panties and wet
diapers as well. Mrs. Green gave them a "sponge bath" and put the babies
into their going home diapers and onesies. Jan did not mind the onesie
as much as the big tee shirt that he called "the baby dress" that
everyone wore for art class, the last class of the day.
Darren and he played well and so far all was going well for Darren in
his new role. He loved his diapers and his mother liked the idea, too.
All the kids had been either as they had been to him before his diapers
or even friendlier to him now mother had put him back into diapers.
All too soon both Jan and Roger were gone until tomorrow and Darren was
all alone in the Baby Room watching TV and sucking on his pacifier -
well, somebody's pacifier anyway.
Mother soon called Darren to supper so he ran to the kitchen to eat and
tell mother about his afternoon and how well it had all gone. He told
her that Alicia had told him that she was going to be his play mommy.
Mother said that would be all right but no one was to change his diapers
but Mrs. Green and his mother. He in turn was not to change anyone's
Mother was grateful for Darren's unwitting information about Alicia's
budding interest in him and that evening mother made a trip across town
to see Alicia's mom about putting her into a special school now that she
was "beginning to develop." The Baker School specialized in helping kids
like Alicia develop positive self-images and coping skills that all
young people need. Mother didn't say it but she knew Darren was able to
climax and she now suspected the girl was getting interested in boys.
When mother returned from her little trip that evening Darren joined her
for a little TV and a snack along with his bottle. Mother told him she
had a wonderful surprise coming soon for her baby. Darren tried to get a
hint but mother just smiled and chuckled to herself.
Darren has now been back in diapers for four full days and is regressing
nicely and getting closer and closer to his mother. The past two years
without his daddy have been hard on the both of them. Darren falls
asleep in her lap nursing his bottle and wetting his diapers. Darren has
developed into "a good little wetter" for sure. Mother carries him into
the bedroom and changes and dresses him for the night. He looked so
babyish in his fuzzy sleeper - he could pass for a teletubbie!
In the morning Darren waked up a few minutes before his mother came in
to take care of him and just enjoyed lying there in his wet diapers and
thinking of his good fortune to have a good mother. He rubbed his penis
through his wet diapers and had a tremendous orgasm in them just before
his morning poopies came to complete the joy. Darren was fast coming to
liking this feeling more than any other feeling he ever experienced
before. He would enjoy talking about it with Jan later in the day. He
and Jan really loved their diapers and being babied.
Mother soon came in to bathe and dress her baby. Mother took his sleeper
and panties off and marched him wearing only his dirty diapers into the
bathroom. She filled the tub and took his diapers off and rinsed them
before putting them into the diaper pail. She used baby shampoo and baby
soap and talked nothing but baby talk to him. Mother was very happy and
enjoying all this babying very much. She stood him up in the tub and
picked him up in a towel to dry him and cuddle him at the same time.
Even though he had just had an orgasm in his diapers his little tool got
stiff from the baby play and cuddling - especially the kisses on his
tummy that tickled.
Mother was surprised at his "stiffy" but told him not to be embarrassed
because most babies have erections at diaper changes and such. She
picked him up and put him on the changing table and after oiling and
powdering his bottom she brought a pair of his soft new diapers up
between his legs and pinned them with new yellow ducky diaper pins. Then
came his new clear waterproof panties and a large size baby shirt that
fit Darren's small upper body. He then felt mother lay him back on the
table and lifted his right foot first. She put a knitted pastel yellow
bootie on each foot and a babyish little yellow knitted hat with a tie
sting under his chin. The booties made his feet feel so soft and good.
Both the yellow booties and the yellow hat were secured with pink
ribbons. He did look like a baby. Darren and mother decided that the hat
would come off until he would be outside. Mother again told he had a
wonderful surprise coming and this time told him it would be here
Mother took him down stairs to breakfast and as she was feeding him his
favorite strained pears she told him that he was now too little to call
her "mother." From now on he was to call her "mommy" or "ma-ma."
Soon the other kids were arriving for the day and again Alicia was not
among them. Only Darren and Jan seemed to notice. They had each other
and Roger so "O, well." Darren spent the morning with the littlest kids
enjoying babyhood with them and two big bottles. He didn't feel like
finishing his second bottle so he had to do "time-out" which was the
punishment for the little ones who did not behave. Mrs. Green told him
gently that he had to finish his bottle because "we don't waste food."
Soon he decided he did want to finish the rest of his bottle. Everyone
then sang the "I'm a Good Baby" song to him and he was let out of the
corner and led by the hand to the changing table for a fresh set of
The rest of the day was good - especially when Darren and Jan got to
share their morning adventures with each other. Jan did not have wet
orgasms yet but really enjoyed his dry ones and talking about them.
Darren and Jan even decided that they would ask to be allowed to ride
their mountain bikes down on the big field out back.
Mother told them at they could ride after all the others had gone home.
This short time of big boy play was just what each needed. Darren did
not even mind having to wear his new knitted hat out on the bike ride
and Jan wore his Atlanta baseball cap. Jan especially enjoyed being out
of his big art class tee shirt - the one he called "the baby dress."
Soon Jan's mother had come for him and Darren's "mommy" was calling him
for the evening meal. Again it was just the two of them and Darren could
tell mommy was very happy and excited.
They ate their food and Darren could hardly stay in his high chair
waiting for mommy's surprise. Darren gulped down the last of his creamed
corn and peas before mommy fed him his favorite desert, lemon meringue
Now it was time for his bottle but mommy said they could get that later.
She took him out of his high chair and into the TV room with her and
turned on a baby program for him. It is now time for the surprise but
before mommy would give him his surprise she had to tell him how
important he was to her and how she loved her baby so very much.
"Darren, close your eyes and I will get my surprise for you. Darren felt
mommy moving around a bit and kept asking if he could open his eyes yet.
Darren felt the nicest nipple enter his mouth and heard mommy's
heartbeat as she told him to nurse gently. As he nursed the sweet breast
milk from mommy came into his mouth and he opened his eyes to see mommy
smiling down at him nursing on her breast. The medicine she had been
taking had worked and now mother and baby were enjoying the surprise
together. Mommy said that he would have to nurse her now a couple times
a day to keep her milk coming and keep her breasts from hurting. Mommy
explained to Darren that her nursing him would probably mean that he
would not be returning to public school but staying home for home
schooling. He would just have to stay home and be mommy's little baby
boy. It also meant that Darren would have to get mommy's permission be
fore he had any more day bottles at daycare.
Soon mommy switched Darren to her other breast and he continues to
gently nurse and snuggle into her side. A few hours later and the
recorded TV program about a purple diapersaur is over and it is bedtime
for mommy and baby. Mommy had yet another surprise for Darren. a new,
even fuzzier baby blue sleeper with "I am Mommy's Baby" embroidered on
it. He was thrilled with it and asked if he could wear it all day
tomorrow. Mommy said that maybe on Saturday or Sunday. Mommy then gave
him a "special" bottle for "nite-nites" and kissed him on his forehead.
As mommy was turning out the light she heard a sound she had heard ten
or eleven years ago from Darren.he was doing a big gurgley poopie in his
diapers. She had figured mother's milk might do that for him and sure
enough. Darren just lies there and nurses his bottle as mommy decided
that there would be one more diaper change tonight before bed. She undid
the snaps on his sleeper legs and opened his waterproof panties to find
poopie diapers that smelled and looked like they belonged on a
four-month-old baby. She changed him and again and kissed her baby
Darren slept like a baby all night until becoming aware of mommy's
taking his sleeper off awakened him. She was gently telling him that he
is her favorite baby in the whole world even though he needs his "dirty
didees" changed. After his bath and new diapers were pinned on he sat in
mommy's lap and had a nipple and then another sweet nipple. Mommy said
she would use a breast pump to put the rest of her milk in the
refrigerator for him for during the day. The rest of breakfast would be
soon ready in the kitchen. His pabulum never tasted so sweet and good.
Mommy and baby did well and grew very close.
Mommy even took an evening walk with baby Darren in a stroller that
evening. Darren was afraid at first of meeting some of his old "pre -
diaper" days friends but it was worth it just to get out into the fresh
air. Even Darren could see that dressed as he was in his sleeper and
knitted hat that in the stroller those kids would not have known he was
a boy over four, five, or maybe six years of age. The bottle he held
tightly also testified of a younger child. Darren is a baby again and
Darren's life has been the life of the perpetual toddler and now finally
at the age of seventeen with High School behind him for two years and
two years into college - thanks to the Internet - his mommy is thinking
it is now time for him to grow up and start to become self- sufficient.
It is hard for mommy not to baby her now five foot six-inch baby son.
After all, he has nursed at her breast until just two months ago. He is
completely diaper dependent and knows all he knows about the world from
TV, his schoolwork, and his memory as a twelve year old.
Mommy has decided to start getting him up to speed as a
seventeen-year-old boy. She thinks that she might know a way to
jump-start him. That night after his usual nite-nite bottle She does
some telephoning and talks with a worker at the Baker school. That is
the school that Alicia was sent to when mommy became afraid that she
might want to become sexually active with Darren. Darren had liked her
and this might have some interesting possibilities.
"Yes, Alicia now lives at home and is still not employed," her mother
said. Would she be interested in coming back to daycare and helping with
some of the children? The pay would be good and her hours would not be a
problem. Alicia was hired. The young woman has had her driver's license
and been able to drive herself around for the past three years. She
would be there in the morning at nine o'clock.
Alicia drove up at just before nine and Darren's mom met her and
introduced her around to the kids and made sure that she met and stayed
around Darren much of the time. By the end of the day she even changed
his diapers - as a favor to his mother - of course. This pretty young
woman excited Darren and feelings he had long repressed and neglected
came bubbling to the surface. Mommy's plan was beginning to work. But to
be successful it would have to be a two-way affair. Over the days
Darren's sweet innocent personality began to awaken desires in Alicia as
The next Saturday Alicia and Darren had a date to go to a movie at a
theatre downtown. He was happy now for the grown-up slacks and shirts
that mommy had bought him. The slacks went over his diapers easily. He
was a good-looking guy to be frank. Alicia took no persuading that he
had what it took.
After a few weeks of dating alone they found themselves with time on
their hands at Alicia's house with her folks gone for the weekend.
Darren and Alicia undressed each other down to their undies and did some
heavy petting until Alicia called a halt.
Darren stopped immediately and they watched TV until Alicia started to
unpin Darren's' diapers. He made no move to remove her bra and panties
until she asked him to take her things off. Naked the eighteen-year-old
girl and the seventeen-year-old baby boy made love on her bed and both
found that life had just opened new vistas for them both. Love was doing
its magic. They showered together and dried each other off and then
Alicia diapered Darren and he returned the favor by holding her panties
for her to step into. They dressed and went back to the center with
independence and each other as new goals.
They told Darren's mommy that they were going to look for jobs and that
Darren was going to interview for Children's Activity Director a t Three
Oaks Hospital and Alicia was going to go for the assistant's position.
They thought they would interview tomorrow. This was great news to
Darren's mother as she could feel the growth in her son.
Mother got on the phone that evening and talked to the Hospital
Administrator and the owners and managers of all the daycare facilities
around. Many were really interested but the hospital administrator
seemed the most interested. Darren and Alicia sat on the sofa and held
hands for a while and then the time came for him to walk her out to her
Early in the morning Alicia was back and Darren was ready as well.
This was going to be their day. After the appointments had been made on
the phone they left to make the rounds. The first stop was a daycare
looking for an assistant. Then they left for the hospital and spent an
hour and a half there. Then on to a series of daycare centers in
surrounding towns with nothing overlooked. They stopped for lunch and
two diaper changes for Darren and kept on going until they got back to
Darren's home at three o'clock. They had not been there long when the
phone rang and it was the hospital administrator congratulating them
both. Darren was named Children's Activities Director and Alicia was to
be his assistant. He was going to have to go to school and learn
techniques but everyone on the board was deeply touched by his
understanding of children and their needs.
The date of the wedding was set and life just kept getting better for
them both. His mother and her parents thought this was the best possible
thing that could happen.
After the wedding the happy couple honeymooned in Maui and after two
weeks came home to start their adult lives - Darren in diapers - of
After three months Alicia notice that she was not having her period and
wondered if she might not be pregnant. Her doctor told her she was about
two months pregnant and that she would have be "buying some baby
things." She said, "I already do - my husband is in diapers full time."
The doctor coughed and told her to see the nurse on the way out for
As Darren and Alicia lay in bed thinking together about the coming
"blessed event" the irony struck them that their child would be out of
diapers while he stayed diaper dependent. No big deal because diapers
are not bad and "I love my big baby boy."
Alicia had to start using disposables on Darren mid- way during her
pregnancy. It is too hard washcloth diapers when your stomach is holding
a baby. Darren helped her by doing almost all the housework and not
complaining about his new "paper and plastic diapers."
All went well and the day finally came that Darren had to get her to the
hospital. The admitting nurse was new and didn't know of Alicia's close
relationship. When Alicia was undressing for admittance the nurse was
shocked to see Darren so personally involved with her. Alicia made a
wise crack to the nurse that she ought to see how close they were to
each other in the privacy of their own home.
She told her she and Darren were old childhood sweethearts. A drunk
driver had hit her family's car and hurt her badly and Darren had helped
then. Soon Darren saw her wince at the contraction and knew the process
of childbirth was under way.
At six o'clock that evening Darren Francis made his entry into the world
and loudly announced his presence. He was sixteen inches long and
weighed six and a half pounds. Darren got to do the honors and tape the
little one's first diaper on him. Darren kept thinking that the diaper
would be too small but that was only because of the size of the diapers
he ordinarily pinned.
Alicia needed a bedpan too but Darren called the nurse for her. He did
not want to take a chance on hurting his beloved wife and mother of his
little son. After two more days the hospital discharged the happy little
family and Darren was given two free weeks to stay home with Alicia and
help her. So with Alicia's family and Darren and his mother Alicia was
well taken care of.
Time passed rapidly and Darren - little Darren - was three years old and
all potty trained. He was now the "man" in the family out of diapers and
the family got a big laugh out of it.
Darren decided that he was going to accept an offer from the hospital to
go to the state university and get a degree. He and Alicia had become
much loved by the employees of the hospital.
He was to pursue an accelerated program dealing with child development
and then come back to the hospital. Everyone was sad to see him go but
knew it was for the best and it would only be for probably three years.
A party was planned for his last day in the office before he would be
going off to the new adventure. And what a party it was. It was like an
all day shower style of events. Some brought gag gifts and others
brought useful gifts like diapers and baby oil and powders. The hospital
board had even gotten into the spirit of the affair and presented the
little family with expense money and tickets to Disney World for a week.
Darren's mother's daycare center was now caring for ninety-five kids and
employing twenty-two people. Mother helped the couple all they would let
her and she doted on that grandson of hers. The semesters whipped by and
Darren did very well graduating as class salutatorian.
Coming back to the hospital Darren and Alicia built their Department's
reputation to the national level and kept the hospital administrators
busy going all over to accept awards for excellence in child care. Time
Magazine did an in depth story on the "Dynamic Duo" who were leading the
way in making children comfortable with and in hospitals.
Darren and Alicia credited their own situations as being crucially
important in helping them help others. Darren told the reporter, "My
diapers have made me more sensitive to the needs of others. You never
heard of a bandit wearing a pair of diapers hold up a bank or kill
anyone.there is a lesson here."