I was Just wondering if there are other people like me out there who really enjoy wearing, but just want to keep it to themselves, or between yourself and a loved one.
I have an insatiable love for diapers but I find myself not wearing outside the house ever because no matter what the mirror tells me, I'm convinced that it's noticeable. I know there are a lot of people who will say, "it's only noticeable to you because you're self concious about it" but it's not like you spend most of your day standing in a giant crowd of people.. There's a lot of times when you'll be in a semi intimate situation, or walking through a quiet room, or even walking down an open isle in a grocery store.
I'm personally not the type who get's off on knowing that people notice it and I know there has to be a ton of people like me. If there are others like me out there who enjoy the comfort and security of a good diaper when they go out, but they also enjoy keeping it to themselves, can you offer any hints? or give any good advise or experiences?
Maybe I am over thinking it, maybe when I wear under a thick pair of jeans, it isn't as noticeable to people even if they were walking 10 feet behind me staring at me. What do you guys think? Do I have anything to worry about? I mean, millions of people wear them every day, and I've never noticed a single one out in public. I wonder statistically how many full fledged diaper wearers I encounter every day without noticing (I'm not talking about people wearing pads, thin little depend pull-ups, or those belted things. I'm talking about incontinent people, or abdl's wearing plastic backed diapers in close proximity. (one a week? one a day?) Your thoughts?